i had a nightmare. it’s a really really really bad one.
on the dream, my mom died and was given another chance. her mission is to leave a beautiful and remarkable legacy. her time came, she had to go but everytime she leaves, she always forgot one thing. like she came back for three times.
i woke up and drenched into tears. i prayed and read the bible. for i guess an hour, i just sat and thought of so many things. my tears can’t stop falling. i and my boyfriend just recently broke up but then i realized, there are more important people to cherish, my family. it’s true, that we would value one’s worth when they’re already gone. i don’t want to waste the opportunity i have with my mom right now. instead of grieving from the break-up, i’ll spend my time showing her how much i love her :) i want to be that beautiful and remarkable legacy when the time comes. it hurts to imagine one day that the one you love will vanish but it hurts more if we fail to make them feel they are loved.